Am I really turning into a green-eyed monster or do I really have the reason to be like this? I am trying to be logical about things, but sometimes I feel like I am analyzing things I should not even worry or think about. There are just a lot of things that I am not comfortable of right now. Well, I guess you could say I am just over reacting, and there is nothing I should fuss about.

I am getting so pissed off. I do not think he is the type who fools around with other girls. He is a really nice guy, you see. But sometimes, paranoia hits me and when it does, I turn into this green-eyed gf who can be really mean and hardhearted. I could not bear the thought of things happening behind my back. . . but I am so tired of talking about this with him.

posted by celgee @ Monday, January 23, 2006

2 Comments:

At Wednesday, January 25, 2006 1:05:00 AM, grouchy angel said…

yes, you are a green-eyed monster that is full of life, beauty and wonder in you. don't let that sort-of bad side in you overtake what you really are. hold on, have patience and everything will come your way. your love has been there for years, and if you're still in it, like i do believe you are, make it worthwhile. it is not everyday that you will find love. remember that. so cherish it, love it and live it!

yours truly,
charo d mango
At Wednesday, January 25, 2006 3:23:00 AM, celgee said…

thanks, ma'am charo d mango. Your words are truly inspiring. :) I'll always remember this whenever I feel like turning into "HULK". :)